I think way too much.
For example, tonight I noticed that nobody but Lea & Justin ever call me to do anything. I know Nina rarely calls anybody, so that's understandable at least. But nobody ever actually contacts me because they genuinely want to hang out with me. I even get most of my invitations to parties second-hand. This is a somewhat sobering thought that I had when I was coming home from Lea's.
I realise it's probably just me being paranoid and stupid as usual but it's still depressing me. I just get the feeling nobody actually wants to see me.
Anyway, today was boring. I'm getting a cold, my throat hurts. I mostly spent the day yelling at Clare, cleaning and puppy-sitting. Smallville was just plain funny, it was the one with JTT and I enjoyed it a lot. I enjoyed laughing at Clark and his jealousy, and hating Dr Dropkick and watching Clark and Lex's obvious flirtatious scene together. I watched it at Lea's house, and we also played Scrabble and watched some season 1&2 Buffy (Out Of Sight, Prophecy Girl, When She Was Bad.) Cute stuff. Clea rocks. Xander really hasn't changed, Willow really has, and Giles should have severe brain damage.
( silly memes )
Link of the Day is The OC Flashficathon. I know there's at leas one or two OC slash fans on my F-list, please! This comp is overrun by het!ficcers. It's teh eval. Make it stop!
ETA: Boy Meets Boy has ended. *sobs*
Pics of the Day. Thanks to Angel_Gal for both.

( more inside )
Paranoia, paranoia, everybody's coming to get me.
Green Queen
For example, tonight I noticed that nobody but Lea & Justin ever call me to do anything. I know Nina rarely calls anybody, so that's understandable at least. But nobody ever actually contacts me because they genuinely want to hang out with me. I even get most of my invitations to parties second-hand. This is a somewhat sobering thought that I had when I was coming home from Lea's.
I realise it's probably just me being paranoid and stupid as usual but it's still depressing me. I just get the feeling nobody actually wants to see me.
Anyway, today was boring. I'm getting a cold, my throat hurts. I mostly spent the day yelling at Clare, cleaning and puppy-sitting. Smallville was just plain funny, it was the one with JTT and I enjoyed it a lot. I enjoyed laughing at Clark and his jealousy, and hating Dr Dropkick and watching Clark and Lex's obvious flirtatious scene together. I watched it at Lea's house, and we also played Scrabble and watched some season 1&2 Buffy (Out Of Sight, Prophecy Girl, When She Was Bad.) Cute stuff. Clea rocks. Xander really hasn't changed, Willow really has, and Giles should have severe brain damage.
( silly memes )
Link of the Day is The OC Flashficathon. I know there's at leas one or two OC slash fans on my F-list, please! This comp is overrun by het!ficcers. It's teh eval. Make it stop!
ETA: Boy Meets Boy has ended. *sobs*
Pics of the Day. Thanks to Angel_Gal for both.

( more inside )
Paranoia, paranoia, everybody's coming to get me.
Green Queen