I think way too much.
For example, tonight I noticed that nobody but Lea & Justin ever call me to do anything. I know Nina rarely calls anybody, so that's understandable at least. But nobody ever actually contacts me because they genuinely want to hang out with me. I even get most of my invitations to parties second-hand. This is a somewhat sobering thought that I had when I was coming home from Lea's.
I realise it's probably just me being paranoid and stupid as usual but it's still depressing me. I just get the feeling nobody actually wants to see me.
Anyway, today was boring. I'm getting a cold, my throat hurts. I mostly spent the day yelling at Clare, cleaning and puppy-sitting. Smallville was just plain funny, it was the one with JTT and I enjoyed it a lot. I enjoyed laughing at Clark and his jealousy, and hating Dr Dropkick and watching Clark and Lex's obvious flirtatious scene together. I watched it at Lea's house, and we also played Scrabble and watched some season 1&2 Buffy (Out Of Sight, Prophecy Girl, When She Was Bad.) Cute stuff. Clea rocks. Xander really hasn't changed, Willow really has, and Giles should have severe brain damage.

You are Galadriel's Mirrorball. A gift to her from
Sauron in the days when he masked his evil, you
wreak havoc among the weak-minded. The elven
queen herself has been seen sneaking away to
her secret glade to dance the night away to
wicked music. You may be the downfall of
Middle-Earth.
Which completely non-existant Lord of the Rings object are you?
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You are going to Marry orlando Bloom. He will
always treat you right and is very romantic. He
will do anything for you. He is very polite and
has deep brown eyes and is very good looking
(which is another plus!). He can make anythind
cheesy look really good (like sliding down
stairs on a shield shooting arrows or wearing
pointy ears for example). Congrats!!
Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (10 results that have pics!)
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*groans* oh gods. Kill me now.

Sirius Black
Who is your ideal Harry Potter man?
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On second thoughts, I can live with that. I was hoping for Snape. And yeah I know Sirius is dead, but I'm sure that can be fixed.

Severus Snape
Who is your ideal Harry Potter man?
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Mmm.
Link of the Day is The OC Flashficathon. I know there's at leas one or two OC slash fans on my F-list, please! This comp is overrun by het!ficcers. It's teh eval. Make it stop!
ETA: Boy Meets Boy has ended. *sobs*
Pics of the Day. Thanks to Angel_Gal for both.


Um, you guys might want to go see these pictures of Alan Rickman naked yourselves.
Paranoia, paranoia, everybody's coming to get me.
Green Queen
For example, tonight I noticed that nobody but Lea & Justin ever call me to do anything. I know Nina rarely calls anybody, so that's understandable at least. But nobody ever actually contacts me because they genuinely want to hang out with me. I even get most of my invitations to parties second-hand. This is a somewhat sobering thought that I had when I was coming home from Lea's.
I realise it's probably just me being paranoid and stupid as usual but it's still depressing me. I just get the feeling nobody actually wants to see me.
Anyway, today was boring. I'm getting a cold, my throat hurts. I mostly spent the day yelling at Clare, cleaning and puppy-sitting. Smallville was just plain funny, it was the one with JTT and I enjoyed it a lot. I enjoyed laughing at Clark and his jealousy, and hating Dr Dropkick and watching Clark and Lex's obvious flirtatious scene together. I watched it at Lea's house, and we also played Scrabble and watched some season 1&2 Buffy (Out Of Sight, Prophecy Girl, When She Was Bad.) Cute stuff. Clea rocks. Xander really hasn't changed, Willow really has, and Giles should have severe brain damage.

You are Galadriel's Mirrorball. A gift to her from
Sauron in the days when he masked his evil, you
wreak havoc among the weak-minded. The elven
queen herself has been seen sneaking away to
her secret glade to dance the night away to
wicked music. You may be the downfall of
Middle-Earth.
Which completely non-existant Lord of the Rings object are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

You are going to Marry orlando Bloom. He will
always treat you right and is very romantic. He
will do anything for you. He is very polite and
has deep brown eyes and is very good looking
(which is another plus!). He can make anythind
cheesy look really good (like sliding down
stairs on a shield shooting arrows or wearing
pointy ears for example). Congrats!!
Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (10 results that have pics!)
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*groans* oh gods. Kill me now.

Sirius Black
Who is your ideal Harry Potter man?
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On second thoughts, I can live with that. I was hoping for Snape. And yeah I know Sirius is dead, but I'm sure that can be fixed.

Severus Snape
Who is your ideal Harry Potter man?
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Mmm.
Link of the Day is The OC Flashficathon. I know there's at leas one or two OC slash fans on my F-list, please! This comp is overrun by het!ficcers. It's teh eval. Make it stop!
ETA: Boy Meets Boy has ended. *sobs*
Pics of the Day. Thanks to Angel_Gal for both.


Um, you guys might want to go see these pictures of Alan Rickman naked yourselves.
Paranoia, paranoia, everybody's coming to get me.
Green Queen
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Ah well, must not babble :)
*hugs*
I'm in a very huggy mood today
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It's not so much that they don't want to, as that they don't want to of their own volition. I have to ask them.
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